In a recent comment, a reader observed that the way we spend our time is a direct reflection of our priorities in life.
I agree whole-heartedly. It's the same thing with our checkbooks. A long time ago a wise person told me that you can look at the entries in a check register / or on an on-line bank statement and tell what a person's priorities are. Scary thought, isn't it? I am trying to be deliberate about choosing how I spend my time as well as my money instead of letting everyone else choose for me. But it's easy to get caught up in the day to day rush and to forget to stop and ask--is this really what I am meant to be doing now?
For example, you will notice that there have been fewer entries on my blog recently. I have gotten drawn into other activities, most of which are what I consider worth-while: helping my sister with a project; preparing for Thanksgiving; serving on a committee in a community-service organization. However, choosing to participate in these activities took me away from my focus and I temporarily lost my drive to write. In some ways I resent that. Does that mean I am being selfish? I have read comments from writers indicating that writing is a solitary and seemingly selfish passion. This aspect of writing would be at odds with who I am as a person.
Right now I have an opportunity to go back to work for a part time job and I am torn. I feel like I haven't had enough of my ME time yet. The minute I go back to work, I will stop focusing on my writing, my reading, my exercising--all of which have been so important for me. I know myself well enough to know that I will throw myself into the job and everything else will become secondary. But wouldn't it be nice to have a few extra thousand dollars to allow me to take a trip next summer? I am wrestling with this dilemma. It has always been hard for me to pass up an opportunity. Any suggestions out there?
"It has always been hard for me to pass up an opportunity."
ReplyDeleteThere are two opportunities, Margaret, not one. There is also the opportunity to continue to enjoy all the things you listed--writing, reading, exercising. Where is the energy strongest; that is, if you closed your eyes and could just float in the air, which one would draw you?
Swan's Wing
Response to Swan's Wing: Thank you for the feedback. If I closed my eyes and could be exactly where I wanted to be, I'd be writing, reading and taking care of my 17-year old Millie canine. Is it as simple as that?
ReplyDeleteMargaret
"Is it as simple as that?"
ReplyDeleteI think it can be, yes, but this is something I'm just beginning to learn myself. The criteron is Harmony. What feels harmonious in your heart-of-hearts?
Harmony, specifically your memory of it, is what the I'Ch'ing calls your Inner Truth. It takes a while to get in touch with it.
Overcoming our cultural mantra of "more is better", especially as in "more money is better," is shrill, rising even to hysteria in the face of serious opposition.
Swan's Wing